Want to know my darkest secret? Here it is: I've never kissed a guy. *gasp* I know right?! I'm actually okay with that. But one thing that I have been talking about for the longest time is how much I want a relationship. It may be a bad thing to want a relationship, but it's the truth. I wish I could just go up to someone I may or may not like (yes, there is a certain someone) and ask them out on a date. That would be awesome because I could spend more time with him, but it was on my terms, not his. Like one of my friends said this weekend, "When a guy asks you on a date, you know that he likes you to some degree. But if you ask them, you never really know." So I'll just wait I guess. My train of thought is that if I asked him on a date, it may be awkward. Yuck. But one thing I have been telling myself is stated below in picture/quote form. I need to have the patience and wait. I hate waiting, but I'll do it. If only he would get the drift that I like him. Now that's wishful thinking. Oh well, life goes on; boyfriend or not.
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