This quote is one of the reasons why I am in the condition I am in at this point. This last week I was going through some major internal debates. I was a wreck, to say the least. I have come out of my cave known as my room and it feels so good. I have been so self-indulged lately that I basically had depression (and I don't use that term loosely, I use that term for what it really means--true depression). It was the hardest thing to get out of bed in the mornings and I just didn't want to deal with anything or talk to anyone. I am not fully out of this rut, but today was my first day out of the apartment and actually did something with multiple people and I really enjoyed it. As of today I will choose the pain of discipline rather than the pain of regret because I will never know what I might miss out on if I flake out on everything I have ever known. Also, I will be happier if I stay true to what I know what is right deep down. I'm not sure of anything at this point, but it's okay because I don't have to have it all figured out to move forward.
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