Those who we tell our secrets to are typically our confidants. Sometimes when we tell someone the things we were hesitant to tell anyone else, they give us advice and tell us what they think. Sometimes we don't want their words, they may be words we need to hear, but we are not ready to hear them. Those whom I have told, don't be disappointed in me. I know fully well what I am doing. I am disappointed in myself and am beating myself up about it. But I need to do this. I need to follow through. I need this break. I have lived my life to please others. I am making the change now to live my life for me. I don't care what anyone else thinks about what I do with my life. It's my life. If you don't approve, go die in a hole. Some people may think I'm throwing my life down the drain by doing this, but it's the only way I can truly get back onto my own two feet. It may take awhile, but I'll get there eventually.
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